Trying to find the words,
I'm not usually stuck.
I can see all sides clearly now,
As much as it hurts.
Suddenly my mind is pounding.
My heart and soul aching.
So many issues,
I feel like so little time.
I don't want to rush,
I want to do it right.
My head untangling,
My soul still bare as the night.
I know somewhere you still feel the way you used to.
I see it in your eyes.
I know it scares you.
But I know you can't handle this right now.
I can't blame you for that.
But I'm scared,
More than I've ever been afraid in my whole life.
I'm scared tomorrow will be too late.
I hated the person I was.
You deserved better.
I'm learning to like the person I'm becoming.
But I can't change completely today.
I'm scared she'll arrive too late.
I don't want to live in fear.
I just want to love you like in my heart and soul!
Please, someone. Just press pause until she gets here!
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3 comments:
Aw, Lucy. I feel for you. I truly do.
How are things going otherwise?
where have you gone? hope you're doing ok.
Hey! You've been missing for a very long time. Are you ever going to blog again? How are things going? Let us know.
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